Fish. *-*

Today,I feel so gross and icky.I think I have washed my face five times today,but it still feels dirty.I just feel so nasty.I haven't really talked to anyone today besides Chris and Alex.I feel like a whore for some reason.I feel so fat today too.I really should stop eating.I wish I didn't feel pain,that way I couldn't feel my tummy growl when I don't eat.Eghh,,I was supposed to clean my room today,but I have zero energy.All I want to do anymore is party,party,party.But there are no parties where I live.Well the kind of parties I want to go to I mean.I wish I lived in Clarksville.Then I could walk to my friends house.Then I wish I lived in Wilmington,so I could wallk around the town.Ugh..I wish I had money too.


There is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself.
Never wanted to dance with anyone but you.

I really want to see Mindless Self Indulgence.They are freaking awesome.They get me by.Haha,especially that one song talking about why he loves his mom.That makes me want to just rave like crazy.Haha.
Well I have been noticing that I am changing a lot.I really think I am becoming a better person.I just can't wait till February.My transformation will be complete.Haha,that sounds so f*ing corny.But it is so true.Damnnn ittt,this song has been stuck in my head all day!and it barely has lyrics.It's Giving Up by Imperative Reaction.Reminds me of Nine Inch Nails.Throw away,what made us alive!Haha,well I think that's what they say. :P