i wish time went by faster.life would be easier.not really.but atm,it would be awesome if it did go by faster.i wish i had $500 atm too.that would help me with so many things.if only life was as easy as i imagine it.hahaha.no,i wish i was 16 so i could drive and and could go drive to a work that i would have and make a steady income instead of saving up the few times i do get money.:/life is just a big bundle of fun.wait,i wish i was 18 so i could get all the piercings and tattoo's i want without asking my mom.also,i would live by myself so i could do anything i wanted to do.age blows.it has no meaning to me anyway.i will move to canada one day where you can do anything you want at any age basically.such a simplier life they all must live lucky bastards.i'm stuck in ohio.one of the worst states america could have.so boring and so lifeless.all there is is fucking cornfields.gaygaygaygaygay.i'm not really a city person,but i'm not a country person either!this place is just terrible.i am getting out of ohio asap.even if i don't have any money at all,i'm getting the hell out.i'm going to chicago for college to party my ass off.then i'm going to alaska to mellow out.finally,i'll go to canada or germany and just be an easy ass going person.yay.that sounds like a kick ass plan.but somewhere in there i want to drive all through america and meet people like crazy.haha,life really is simplier in my head.everything is just easy going and just nice.:D
You and I get along famously;
I need you and you need me.
Staring from the cover of a magazine,
selling our souls for the highest fee.
You and I carry on strenuously;
carrying the burden of publicity.
Straight to another inevitably,
sell photos of the newborn for the highest fee.
man,all i wanna do is rave and party.haha.and all the things you do while in those things as well.oh,i can just feel i will be a partyholic when i'm in college.i can tell i'll just be so outgoing and easy to get along with.that will be better days.but for now,i'm just beary.simple beary in her little school in the middle of a damn corn field.all i can do now is ride my bike to the river,swim a little,and get tan.and for winter,roll around in the snow.♥oh how i love the snow.and oh how i hate the heat and don't get me started on humidity.can't live with it,but without i itch like crazy.like right now,my tummy,back,arms,hands,and face are the itchiest ever.it's suicidal.i can only use so much lotion.and my family,,they are all so opposite and hard to really get along with.i'm not misunderstood,i'm just ignored.haha.i can only look forward to getting away for four years,then coming back to this hell hole because i know damn well i will pussy out of going to canada and alaska.i'm going to end up living in ohio forever.what a waste of a life.what a tragedy. :///
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